precious tragedy

a dream of him last night. just in some other city. ran into eachother. i remember hearing us talk. but don't remember what about.

i hate knowing he is getting married... almost wish i could erase it from my head...

I looooooooved The Dark Knight!!!

i can almost hear him say it is that weird??
Karen you know what i'm talking about

i feel like i'm falling faster and faster for he who i don't want to stop holding

I don't think  he'll ever leave me... inside i will always feel him. Right there old Blue always seems to be there. i guess your right i do need to heal too.

 I am going to either a house party or down to Mill Ave. with this guy alex i'm dating. 

I made a big mistake

Here is am sitting in my mom's office playing with her computer cuz i have time so i though for once this year i would write a post. I'm in cali (karen) cuz  garths grandpa ended up in the hospital. I'm not giving details in that cuz it's not my story to tell buuuut i can say garth dropped me off to see my mom for a day.  I've missed my mom alot.

In other news since i never write i got a promotion at work so now i am a sims coordinator and now i make a little more and just hang out really. I'm always busy with never enough time to finish it all. CRAZY!!! ALSO money is so fucked up right now my phone might be shut off tomorrow.... kinda scared to see where money takes me cuz i might not even have enough to get christmas presents. 

Sitting in my mom's office staring into the waiting room at these same parents i met a month ago when they  were  brought in there daughter. They seem happier and i'm glad. They are talking to another kids parents and connecting. it's good. I like the vibe of the new office.

someone should buy me a computer... or a laptop. I need one soooo bad! ANYWHO i'm gonna chill for a little while.... maybe clean or drive around. I don't know

so my computer is now dead yea thats fuckin fun!

i have wednesday and thursday... i wish i could go to vegas!

COMBAT CARDS 2.0

watch tragoedapretios fight

view children

view parent

CREATE YOUR CARD

don't do that....

this is were i say good bye to what was there. This isn't useful anymore. so good-bye. no more

well yesterday i didnt' mean to be as emotional as i was but hey i'm proud of my mommy! She watched us when she was making her speech at the NA meeting. 5 years sober and i was the one to start crying on the stop. Garth was there to hide my tears till mom could come rescue me with a hug. But i love her.

I read though something, yea that was fun. Noticed something which helped me read though something. yea funnnn stuff

though things were changing actually and the kind of feel they are but yea maybe not. I was wrong.

Cali is nice almost june gloom and it's all foggy right now. it feel a hell of a lot nicer then AZ lets get grasp this. a good 66 to 75 compaired to 100. OH man that is nice. WEeeee!!!!!

I am taking pictures!! Just sooo karen knows! love you girl wish you could be here!

Mothers day is tomorrow fun stuff!

ohhh life life life.... it can suck at many times!

From feeling smothered to new feelings to disgust and to a couple others. i donno what to do. what i can't stand is being smothered right now and being hanged on becuz he's jealous. Soooo clingy and for all those who know me, know i hate to be hung on and to be clinged to. I kinda like to be free ya know.... kinda thinking what i did was bad.

I'm watchng the first season on Sailor moon. I love it so fuck the rest who hate it.

krystal is sad when she makes someone else really sad....
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